Post by Pleasureonlywifey on Apr 25, 2012 20:00:19 GMT -5
CHAPTER 16-EMOTIONS
The next day when Felicia got to school she searched for Jarell. She didn't see him any where not even her crew was around. So the day went by but it was hectic for Felicia because she waited patiently aching to talk to Jarell. When school was out she walked out the building. She saw Jarell and the crew standing by a tree by the building....
FeFe:(walkin up)Rell I was looking for you all day. Where were you?
Rell: Busy!(ignorin her)
FeFe: Hey Guys!(lookin at them)
Crew:(with no emotion)Hey!
FeFe: So what everyone is mad at me?
Meika: Felicia what you did was wrong.
Dru: Yeah, how could you stand your own man up for some other dude?
FeFe: It wasn't even like that.(defending herself)
Omari: Then how was it? You left him hanging on Valentine's Day.
FeFe: I told him what happened?(lookin at Rell)Why won't you believe me?(teary eyed)
Rell: I gotta go.(walking away)
FeFe: Don't walk away from me again Rell.(grabbing him)I promise I will make it up to you.
Rell: Why make promises you can't keep?
~FeFe just stared at him and he along with the crew walked away leaving her standing by herself..
FeFe's P.O.V.
Why God? Why is this happening? I'm losing Rell and my friends. Why things can't work out for me?
Felicia stood there just looking but Tai came back...
FeFe: What, you came to put your opinion in?
Tai:(hugged her)I believe you Felicia and I will talk to Rell. Becareful Felicia.(she whispered)
FeFe:(all she did was just cried)Thank You! Thank You so much.
So Tai left. The whole time when Felicia was talking with Jarell and the crew Derrick was standing behind a bush hiding and listening the whole time.
Derrick's P.O.V.
Good I got her right where I want her.(laughin)My plan is working out perfectly. I'm gonna hit that in no time but I will have to take it.(walked away)
So Felicia dried her eyes and headed back to the building. She just realized that today was the last day she was to tutor Derrick. So she hurried quickly to the class to get it over with thinking that everything would be okay with her and Jarell once this is over with.
FeFe: Let's get started.(pulling out the paperwork)
Derrick: FeFe can....(cuttin him off)
FeFe: My name is Felicia.(snapping at him)
Derrick: Felicia I'm sorry for any trouble that I've caused and I'm gonna be honest with you. I really like you.
FeFe: I like you too but as a friend. Nothing more and nothing less.(lookin at the paper)
Derrick: You don't understand I want to be with you.(starin at her)
FeFe:(holdin her head up)Excuse you but are you forgetting that I'm already involved with someone and his name is JARELL DAMONTE HOUSTON!(she shouted)
Derrick: He doesn't love you or can make you feel what I can make you feel.(touchin her hands)
FeFe: He does love me with his whole heart.(snatchin her hands away)
Derrick: If he loved you then why did he left you standing there alone and not believing you?
FeFe: You..You were eavesdropping on our conversation?
Derrick: That's not the point, okay you deserve so much better and I can give it to you.(getting up and walking to her side)
FeFe:(standing up quickly)You are crazy!(backing away)
Derrick: Crazy for you. You want me admit it.(smilin)
FeFe: I don't want you and you can never have me.(she backed into a wall with no where to go)
Derrick: See that's where you're wrong. Whatever I want I always get.(kissing her forcely)
Felicia pushed him off her and tried to run but he grabbed her and threw her against the wall again....
FeFe: Get the heck off of me!(squirming)
Derrick: I'm afraid I can't do that.(touchin her face)
FeFe: SOMEBODY HELP ME!(she yelled)
Derrick: Can't nobody help you because you see noone knows we're here. I told them we cancelled tutoring today.(evily smilin)
FeFe: SON OF A BITCH!(she slapped him)
Derrick slapped her back and Felicia tried once again to get away but this time he pulled out a gun and held it to her head...
Derrick: Move and I will kill you.(he breathed in her ear)
WITH JARELL AND TAI
Tai went over to Jarell's house after she told FeFe she would talk to him.
Tai: Rell you know Felicia better than any of us.(sittin at his desk)
Rell: I do but it seems like I don't know her anymore.(holdin his head down sittin on his bed)
Tai: Rell you know the type of person she is. If anyone has any good in them she's gonna try her best to help them out.
Rell: I just can't stand the fact that she's there with him.(walking to his window lookin out it)
Tai: She's just tutoring him that's all and nothing else.
Rell: No, I got this feeling that something is gonna happen.(looking back at her)
Tai: You know that Felicia can take care of herself and if she's in trouble she will call you.(rubbing his back)
Rell: What if she can't?(he looked at tai with a worried look)
By this time Derrick is still holding the gun on Felicia. He made her strip down to nothing.
WHERE WE LEFT OFF:
By this time Derrick is still holding the gun on Felicia. He made her strip down to nothing.
Derrick: Take off your clothes.(he demanded)
FeFe: What?(scared)
Derrick: You heard me, take off all your clothes.
FeFe: No, please don't do this.(pleading)
Derrick: Do it now!(he shouted)
So Felicia took off her shirt, her pants, bra and she hesitated in taking her panties off. She had her arm covering her breasts.
Derrick: Take off the panties.(he yelled)
So she took them off and stood there naked. Cryin and wishing someone would help her. After she was naked she saw Derrick got on the phone to call someone....
Derrick talking on the phone............
Derrick: Yeah...come to room 32...bring the camera...see you.(he hung up)
FeFe: What are you gonna do?(shaking)
Derrick:(walkin to her)I'm gonna have me some fun.(he grin)
Later it was a knock on the door and Derrick went to answer it. In walked two other guys and one had a video camera.
Guy1: What's up man?(doing the hand shake)
Derrick: Nothing just about to have some fun!
Guy2: This her?(licking his lips)
Guy1: She's a dymepiece.(rubbing his hands together)
FeFe: Please let me go.(cryin)
Derrick: Not until we get what we want.(he went to lock the door and walked back to where Guy1 was at)
So Derrick and Guy1 began undressing themselves as Guy2 set up the video camera...
OVER WITH JARELL
Tai had already left Rell's house...he was up in his room laying on his bed thinking....with all the thinking he did he began to fall asleep and begin to have a dream.
RELL'S DREAM
Rell and Felicia had an argument about him thinking she slept with Derrick. She tried to explain to him that she didn't cheat on him but he didn't believe her. She fussed and cried about him not trusting in her and denying the love she has for him. So she left and decided to drive anywhere to ease away the hurt. By now it's storming outside and the road was very slippery..as she was driving all of a sudden a truck hit Felicia's car and knocked her into the field where she hit a tree and she flew out the front window onto the ground....when her body hit the ground....
Derrick came towards Felicia and started rubbing her thighs..he kissed her and she tried to turn her head away but he kissed her anyway...she kept telling him to stop...
FeFe: Derrick please stop.
Derrick: Why, don't you like this?(kissing her neck)
FeFe: No, you don't wanna do this.(tryin to push him off)
Derrick: But I want to and I am.(lookin at her)
So he pushed Felicia on the floor and sucked on her breast...He put on a condom and forced his way into her...When he entered her she cried JARELL
Jarell jumped out of his sleep...he cried
Rell: Felicia!(he woke up in a sweat)
He looked at the time and it was only 5:30....so he thought Felicia would be home by now so he called her house but her mom said she hadn't catch home yet...He called her cell but only got the voice mail..So he said...
Rell: She's probably still tutoring that punk and loving it. (he hung up the phone and dropped back down on his bed)
Felicia cried and cried as Derrick got out of her. When she thought it was over Guy1 came over and began to do his business. She cried and called for the only person she wanted to help her...
FeFe: JARELL HELP ME! PLEASE HELP ME!(she cried)
She looked to her left to see that Guy3 was videotaping every action that took place. So when Guy1 finished...Derrick spoked to Guy3.
Derrick: I know you want a piece too.(smilin)
Guy3: You know I do.
So he got undressed and went over to Felicia as she cried for him to don't do this. He told her to shut up and he jived his dick into her and she screamed. Oh, how she wish this wasn't happening. What did she do wrong do deserve this she asked herself. After Guy3 finished, he got up and got dressed. He grabbed the video camera and him and Guy1 left out laughin. Derrick stayed and went to Felicia where she layed crying and not moving looking helpless.
Derrick: Now I see why Jarell won't leave you. You got that good stuff. Tell him I said, "Thank You" for giving us easy access to you.(kissed her cheek)
He left out and Felicia forced herself and sat up as a sharp pain hit her stomach. She held it and grabbed her clothes. She found enough energy to stand up and put them on. Once she was fully dressed she limped to ehr car, got in and drove home.
She made it home but sneaked in through the back door to avoid her mom. She made it to her room and walked in the bathroom. She locked the door and dropped to the floor and cried hysterically! She rubbed her area because so much pain was vibrating from it.
When she rubbed it she saw blood coming from her. So she took off her clothes and got in the shower and began to think. Not thinking about her feelings but someone elses.
FeFe's P.O.V.
How is Rell gonna take this? I just know that he's gonna leave me now. Why did this have to happen to me? Is this is a punishment for me loving and helping others? What will my friends think of me?(she cried)I am not a hoe. I belong to Rell and only him. Rell where were you when I needed you?
With that said she just cried and cried hoping that everything was all a dream and that she would wake up from it.
DANG, HOW SAD!!*CRIES*
CHAPTER 17-WHY'D YOU LEAVE ME?
It's February 20th four days after the incident that happened to Felicia. Felicia hasn't been to school since then and her friends were worried. They've called her house but her mom would say she wasn't home. Even Jarell has called but she told him the same thing but lil did they know Felicia wasn't home. It was something she told her mom to keep a secret!
[At school the day was almost ending. It was Friday and Meika, Tai and Neesha were in class talking....
Meika: After school is out let's head over to Felicia's house.(whispering as the teacher talks)
Neesha: Yeah, because something just isn't right. I mean she hasn't been to school in 4 days and that's not like her.
Tai: I know but what could of happened?(worried)
Neesha: And the strangest thing is you don't see that cat Derrick around anymore.
Meika: You're right! That's strange.
So the bell rang and they headed out the door, they told the guys that they had business to take care of and they drove off to Felicia's house. They got there and luckily her mom was home. So now they would find out what's up with Felicia. They knocked on the door and Felicia's mother answered....
F/M:(opening the door)Hi, girls!(smilin)
Tai: Hi, Mrs. Matthews. Is FeFe home?
F/M: No she isn't.
Meika: We know something is wrong because she hasn't been to school in 4 days.
Neesha: Yeah and we are worried about her.
Tai: So please tell us where she is?
Felicia's mother let them in and walked into the kitchen followed by the girls. She sat down and they did also. So Felicia's mom began to talk and tell them what happened.
F/M: Well, it was February 17 and I was in the kitchen washing dishes and Felicia came in and sat down...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
F/M:(turning around)Oh, hey Felicia. I didn't hear you come in last night. I'm just washing up these few dishes.
FeFe: Mom could...could you please send me to aunt Rochelle's in Virginia?
F/M:(still washing dishes)Of course you could go over the summer. That's no problem.
FeFe: No, I'm talking about now..right away.(lookin at her)
F/M:(she has her moms attention now)Baby you know you have to finish school...besides this is your last year.
FeFe: No, mom I need to go now!(cryin)
F/M: Why Felicia what's wrong? Why are you cryin?(sittin down with her)
FeFe: I've gotta get away from here. I can't go back to tha school.
F/M: What happened?(concerned)
FeFe: Nothing that I want to talk about. Please mom send me.
F/M: I don't....(cuttin her off)
FeFe:(hitting the table)If you don't send me then I'll leave myself.(gettin up)
F/M: Okay, Alright!(pullin her arm)Calm down. I'll send you. If that's what you want then I'll send you.(standing up with her)
FeFe:(huggin her)Thank you!(walking away)
F/M: Felicia can I ask you one question?
FeFe: Go Ahead!(turning around)
F/M: Was there anything that I did to make you wanna leave all of a sudden?(teary eyed)
FeFe:(ran back to her mom huggin her again tight)No, mom it's not you. I love you and that will never change..don't forget that.
F/M: Then what is it? You can tell me.....that's why I'm here.
FeFe: No mom it's not that simple. I..I gotta go pack.
She was about to leave out the kitchen when her mom questioned her again.....
F/M: What should I tell your friends and Jarell? What about him?
FeFe:(she turned to face her mom)Mom, please I beg of you don't tell anyone I left not even Jarell. I can't hurt him anymore than I've already have.(she went upstairs to pack)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>END OF FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<
F/M: And that was it and she left that night.
Meika: Why would she leave and not tell us?
F/M: I keep asking myself that same question.
Tai: Well, thank you Mrs. Matthews. We understand that this was painful for you but we thank you for telling us.(gettin up)
F/M: You're welcome and I'm sorry that I can't give you the number to where she is.(standing up also and walking them to the door)
Girls: It's alright.(open the door)Take care and we're sure that Felicia will come back.(walkin out)
So they left Felicia's house happy to know that she is okay but not really okay...they still didn't no the cause to her leaving... as they rode home they were debating on whether or not to tell Jarell. So they decided not tonight and they went home.
IN VIRGINIA WITH FELICIA
Felicia sat on her bed in the guestroom staring at a picture of her, Tai, Meika, Neesha, Omari, Dru, De and Jarell.
FeFe: Gosh, I miss yall so much. I wish things didn't have to be this way. Why did this have to happen and to me at that? I wish I could talk to someone about my problem but who will listen and believe me. My friends are all upset with me and Jarell and....wait maybe I could call Tai. Maybe she might believe me.
So she picked up her phone and dialed Tai's number. Tai was at home alone laying on her bed still trying to figure out why Felicia left when her phone startred to rigng. Tai picks it up.
Tai: Hello.
FeFe:(low and soft)Hi,Tai!
Tai:(sittin up quick)Felicia is this you? Is this really you?
FeFe: Yes. How are you and everything?
Tai: Fine but I have to ask you that question.
FeFe: I'm fine actually.(playin it off)
Tai: Are you sure?(not believin her)
FeFe: Yes.....No.(begin to cry)
Tai: Felicia what's wrong? Why did you up and leave?
FeFe: It's too complicated and if I told you, you might not believe me.
Tai: I'm always here for you Felicia no matter what the situation is. You're always helping others out so why don't you let someone help you out for a change? Let me help you out.
FeFe: Okay.
Felicia told Tai everything that happened about her being raped and videotaped by Derrick.
FeFe: That's why I left. I can't face Jarell and everyone after what happened.
Tai: That creep!(upset)
FeFe: You do believe me don't you? I didn't meant for this to happened.(cryin)Eventhough I'm not a hoe that's how he has made me felt.
Tai: Felicia I believe you because I know. I know you're not a hoe and you don't have to worry because I've got your back til the end.
FeFe: Thank you so much! You just don't know how that makes me feel to hear you say that. I'm so glad I can talk to you.
Tai: That's what best friends are for but on the real FeFe you need to call Rell.(getting serious)
FeFe: No, I can't.(cryin more)
Tai: Felicia he has been worryin about you like crazy. He's been calling you, going to your house just to be avoided by your mom. You know he thinks you're avoiding him also.
FeFe: No, I'm not. I...I just can't Tai. I've hurt him enough.
Tai: It wasn't your fault babygirl! Look I'm not gonna pressure you but you do need to call him. He misses you and he still loves and I know you do the same with him. How would you feel if he up and left you without an explanation?
FeFe: I'll think about it! Look I have to go. I'll talk to you later.
Tai: You do that and Felicia you need to come home. Bye ma!
FeFe: Bye!(they hung up)
After Felicia hung up with Tai she looked at her phone and dialed a number. The person picked up on the second ring.
M/V: Hello.
FeFe:.........(silence)
M/V: Hello. Who is this?(aggravated)
FeFe:.........(silence)
M/V: Look, I don't appreciate whoever this is playin on my phone but....(click)
Felicia hung up.
Rell: I don't like people playin on my phone and then have the nerve to hang up in my face.(he slammed his phone down on the receiver and went back to sleep)
Yes, Felicia called Jarell just to hear his voice.
It was a Sunday afternoon and everyone was chillin at Neesha's house until they all looked at Rell and saw that he was in a dazed!!
Omari: Yo, Rell, you aight man?
Rell: Huh...What?(snapping out of it)
De: Are you okay?(sittin beside him)
Rell: How could I be okay when I haven't heard nor seen Felicia in 5 days now.(putting his head in his hands)
Tai was feeling sorry for Rell and knew how he felt...she decided she had to tell him because it would be good for the both of them.
Tai:(shoutin out)Rell, I know where Felicia is.
(Everyone stared at her when she said that)
Rell: You do? Where?(standing up)
Neesha: What are you doing?
Meika: Yeah, you heard what her mother said.
Dru: What's going on with yall?
Tai: Look he deserves to know...besides it would be good for the both of them.(walking to Jarell)
Rell: Where is she Tai.(she yelled)
Tai: Felicia left Rell.(lookin at him)
Rell: Left where?
Tai: She left California and went to...to..to.
Rell:(shoutin)Tai come on with the games.
Tai: She went to Virginia.
Rell: What? Why? When?
Meika: She left that Tuesday night and didn't want anyone to know.
Rell: Why'd she leave me?(teary eyed lookin at Tai)
Tai: I can't tell you that?(lookin away)
Rell: You can't or you won't?
Tai:...(silence)
Rell: Okay, fine!
Rell left and headed over to Felicia's house..he was determined to get some answers...he got there and ranged the doorbell....
F/M: Hey, Jarell. What a suprise!(opening the door)
Rell: Why Felicia left me?
F/M: Come on in.(letting him in and going into the living room)Have a seat.
Rell:(sittin down)I know she's in Virginia but why?
F/M: She didn't tell me why she left.
Rell: Please don't lie to me. Everybody's keeping everything a secret from me and I want to know what's going on?
F/M: You know I wouldn't lie to you but honestly she didn't tell me why she left.
Rell: Can I please have the number to where she is?
F/M: I don't know. She told me that....(cuttin her off)
Rell: Please I'm beggin you. I need to talk to her.(pleading with her)
F/M: Alright!(she wrote the number down)Here you go.
Rell:(takin it)Thank you so much.
Rell was about to leave when Felicia's mom said something...
F/M: Jarell.(she called)
Rell: Ma'am.(lookin at her)
F/M: Please convince her to come back home.(cried)
Rell: Don't worry..I will and that's fo sho!
He left and went home...he quickly rushed to his room and grabbed his phone...he dialed the number that was given to him and he let it rang until someone picked it up....
P/V: Hello.
Rell: Yes, may I speak to Felicia.
P/V: Hold on.(yellin)Felicia the phone.(Felicia grabbed the phone in her room)
FeFe: I got it aunt Rochelle.(so her aunt hung up the other line)This is Felicia speaking.
Rell: Baby!
FeFe: Rell is this you? Oh Rell.
Rell: Why'd you leave me baby? Why?
FeFe:(cryin)I can't explain why. I just had to get away.
Rell: Why would you have to get away..and all the way to Virginia? You left me.
FeFe: I didn't want to it's just...(he cuts her off)
Rell: Did I do something? I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you and that Derrick character.
FeFe: Don't mention his name please.(coverin her ears)
Rell: Why'd you leave me? I want you home with me where you belong and let me take care of you. You promised me you wouldn't leave me.
FeFe:(thinking: I can't broke my promise to him)Okay Rell. I'll come back to you. I'll come home.
Rell: When will you leave out? I want you back quick and a hurry.
FeFe: I will leave out this Saturday. I want to spend more time with my aunt and cousins. Is that alright with you?
Rell: That's fine as long as you're coming back to me. Now when I come over Sunday I want to see you there.
FeFe: I'll be there and this time I promise you that. No more will I ever break a promise to you again.
Rell: Bye, beautiful!
FeFe: Bye, Sexy!
Rell: I Love You.
FeFe: I Love You Too!(they hung up)
CHAPTER 18-COMING HOME
Jarell was happy that his one n only love was coming back home and so was Felicia. She missed being away from him anyway. Just to hear him say he needed her was all the convincing she needed. Jarell informed her mother and the crew and they were thrilled. So now it's February 28 and Felicia is at the airport about to leave Virginia.
FeFe: Well, auntie thank you for allowing me to come to your home.(huggin her)
A/R: It was my pleasure. Just know that you are always welcome.(huggin her back)
FeFe: I know and I appreciate everything.(her flight number is called)Well that's my flight. I'll talk to you later.
A/R: Alrigth Sweetie. Bye!(waving)
FeFe:(waving)Bye!
Felicia got on the plane...she found a seat and sat by the window. The plane took off and Felicia stayed calmed and a little scared to be heading back to California not knowing what the outcome might be.
AT HOME WITH JARELL
Rell: Man, I can't wait to see her tomorrow.(playing cards)
Dru: We all can't wait. We were really tough on her. Your turn man.
De:(throwin his card down)Yeah and we were wrong.
Omari: I'm just glad she's coming back to us. Things just wasn't the same without her.(smilin)
Rell: I feel ya but I just want to hold her and never let her go.
Felicia arrived in California late Sunday morning on the 29th at 2 a.m. Her mother came to pick her up and she was so happy to see her. Once they got in the car they talked about all sorts of stuff. They finally arrived home and Felicia went upstairs to her room.
FeFe: Man it's good to be in my own room again.(dropping her things)
F/M: I know you would say that. It's been lonely without you here.(putting away some of her things)
FeFe: Mom, I'm sorry that I wanted to take off like that but I had a lot of things on my mind and I needed to get away.
F/M: I understand and you're home now, so that's all that matters.(kissin her forehead)Goodnight!
She hugged her daughter and left out her room. After Felicia put away all her things she went and took a bath and went to bed.
It's 1 p.m. in the afternoon and Felicia just woke up. She went and did her business in the bathroom and took a shower. After that she got dressed and went downstairs to her mom looking at T.V.
FeFe: Good afternoon mom!(sittin down)
F/M:(looked over at her)Hey! Sleepyhead you're finally up.
FeFe: Yeah, I was tired I guest.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door...so Felicia got up and peeked through the peep hole to see who it was.
FeFe:(running back to her mom)Mom.(she called)It's Jarell. Come answer the door.(she whispered)
F/M: Why don't you answer it? Aren't you expecting him?(smilin)
FeFe: Yeah but I want to play a trick on him so I'm gonna go out the back door.(laughin and running away)
F/M: Okay.
So once Felicia was out of sight her mother finally answered the door.
F/M: Good afternoon Rell! How may I help you?
Rell: I came to see Felicia.(with a big smile on his face)
F/M: Felicia. You came to see her?(tryin to hold her laughter)
Rell: Yes, she's supposed to be home already. She said she would be here today.
By this time Felicia is standing behind Rell laughin on the inside and just smilin.
F/M: I'm sorry Rell but Felicia isn't here at the house.(puttin on a sad face)
Rell:(smile fades)You mean she didn't come back? But she told me that she would and she didn't?(lookin sad)
F/M: I mean she isn't in the house.(laughin)
Rell:(confused)What's so funny? Am I missing something?
F/M: Baby turn around?(she pointed)Good Bye!(she walked away)
Rell:(lookin at her and then turning around)Oh my God you're home.
FeFe: Hey, Rellie.(jumping on him huggin him)
Rell: Gosh, I've missed you so much.(huggin her)I am so glad you're back.(he puts her down)
FeFe: Me too. So how's the crew?(smilin and not letting him go)
Rell: Let's go find out.(grabbing her hand)
She told her mom that she was leaving with Rell and they left. Jarell told everyone to meet at Meika's house and they did. Jarell and Felicia were the last to make it there. They pulled up and he shut off the engine.
Rell: Ready!(lookin at her)
FeFe: Yeah.
(So they got out the car and walked inside the house..everyone was chillin and talking)
Rell: What's up fools?(scaring them)
Meika: Rell what's up with you tellin everyone to meet at my house? You got some nerve.(throwin a pillow at him)
FeFe:(walkin from behind Rell)Oh, so what yall don't wanna see me.
When they saw Felicia they screamed and shouted and ran to her and hugged her.
De: Girl it's good to have you home.(huggin her)
FeFe: It's good to be home.
Omari: Why'd you leave babygirl?(huggin her)
FeFe: Had to clear my mind.
Neesha: You could have cleared it with us.
Meika: I know just leaving us like that.
Tai: Don't do it no more!(hitting her arm and huggin her)
Rell: Oh, trust me she won't because I'm not letting her out my sight.(holdin her)
So they spent time with Felicia talking and laughin and letting her know what she missed. Then Jarell took her home and told her he would see her tomorrow at school. When he said that all her fears came crashing through her because she knew she had to face Derrick again and that was something she didn't want to do.
CHAPTER 19-TEARS
It was March 1st the day Felicia started back to school. Jarell picked her up and they headed to school. They got there and went inside the building. Jarell walked Felicia to her first class and told her he would see her at lunch. Felicia prayed that she would not see Derrick nor run into him. So she went through her 1st, 2nd, and 3rd periods well but now it was lunch time. Felicia was chillin with her crew laughin and talking until her worst enemy walked through the door and she frozed...
Neesha: FeFe, what's wrong?
Rell: Baby what's wrong...you look like you've seen a ghost or something.(laughin a lil)
FeFe:(said nothing but stared)
Tai: Felicia what is it?(touchin her shoulder)
FeFe:(she jumped and begin to let tears fall down her face)
Rell: Felicia what's wrong baby? Say something.
FeFe:(finally spoke)It's....It's nothing.
Omari: It gotta be something ma because you are cryin.
FeFe: I said nothing alright.(she snapped) I'm sorry Omari I didn't mean to snap at you or none of yall. I...I gotta go.
(She got up and ran out the cafeteria...everyone just looked on in confusion not knowing what was going on but Tai saw who she was looking at and got up and ran after her...Felicia ran to the football field and fell to the ground.
Outside on the field......
FeFe:(cryin with her head down)
Tai: Felicia I know why you're cryin.(sittin beside her)
FeFe: I just can't face him. I am so scared of him. When I saw him it made me feel dirty.
Tai: You have to tell Rell. You can't go on like this.(rubbing her back)
FeFe: I can't Tai and promise me you won't tell him.
Tai: But...(cut her off)
FeFe: Promise Me!(she yelled)
Tai: Okay..I promise..just remember Felicia Rell loves you and he is there for you. We're all there for you.
FeFe: I know and I thank yall.(stop cryin wiping her face)
After Tai talked to Felicia they went back to the cafeteria. The day went by okay after what took place in the cafeteria but could it get any worse? Yes, until the end of the day.....
Rell: Felicia I gotta go to Rm 32 to get my books.
(When he said that Felicia stood still.....
FeFe: Ro...Roo..Room 32?
Rell: Yeah..what's wrong? Come on.(pulling her)
FeFe: I'll wait for you. Go ahead.(hesitant)
Rell: No, I want you to come with me. It won't take that long.
So Rell pulled her to the classroom and inside. Once she stepped foot in the room. All memories flashed back in her mind of what happened in that room. She began to cry and ran out the room until she was out the building into Jarell's car. Jarell came out and got in.
Rell:(shutting the car door)What was that Felicia? I mean what is going on?
FeFe: Nothing.(controlling her cryin)
Rell: What's up with you huh? Today in lunch when you saw Derrick you frozed up.
FeFe:(her head shot up when he said that)
Rell: Yeah, I saw when you noticed it was him..how your reaction was...and now when we entered into the room. You freaked out.
FeFe: Let's just go Jarell.(sittin back)
Rell: No, what's wrong?(turnin her face towards his)I mean did something happened between the two of you that I don't know about? Did that punk hurt you or even touch you?(gettin heated)
FeFe: No, Rell!(shouted)It's just me and my over-reaction. Can we please just go?(lookin out the window)
Jarell stared at her a long time...then cranked up and left the school.
FEFE'S P.O.V.
Oh..how I want to tell him so bad but the thought of losing him because of what happen is a big risk. I mean how would he take it to know that his girlfriend has been raped by three guys? He would call me a hoe and slut for all I know.(lookin at him drivin)No, I can't tell him just look at him...I know that he cares for me but I can't tell him...never!!
CHAPTER 20-CONFESSED
The days have went by and it was so much pain for Felicia. Jarell has been suspecting something but never questioned her again about her and Derrick and what ever happened between the both of them.
Eversince then she has been seeing Derrick constantly and has been having bad nightmares of it. So on March 12 2004 was Felicia's birthday. It was 5:00 p.m. and Felicia was asleep in her room while Jarell worked on her computer coming up with something special to do for her birthday that night. Out of nowhere Felicia began to have another nightmare of her being raped and Jarell started listening......
FeFe: Please don't do this....Stop...Jarell...Stop...You don't want to do this...Stop, Stop, Stop!(Felicia jumped up and saw Jarell lookin at her)What?(nervous)
Rell: You tell me Felicia. Who is hurting you or who has hurt you?(lookin at her)
FeFe: No one Rell. Please I don't want to get into this again.(getting off the bed)
Rell: Get into what when you won't let me in. I know something has happened and I want to know what it is.(mad)
FeFe: Baby please today is my birthday and I don't want to discuss this anymore.
Rell: No, come on!(getting his keys)
FeFe: Where are we going?(confused)
Rell: Just come on.(they left)
WITH MARQUES, ROME AND KELTON
They were chillin at some guys house that they met a while back. They were talking when all of a sudden the unthinkable walked through the door, Derrick! The guy Marques and those met name was Kevin.
Kevin: What's up man?(hand shake)
Derrick: What's up? What's poppin yall?
Marq: Nothing.
Rome: Just chillin you know.
Kevin: What brings you by here? I thought you would be out getting you some.(laughin)
Derrick: Well, the one I wanted it from again, is avoiding me. She is staying clear of me.(sittin down)
Kelt: Why?(jumpin in)
Derrick: Because she wasn't giving it up..so I took it.
Marq: You raped her?(lookin at him)
Derrick:(evil smile)Yep and I had two of my friends to hit it as well and I videotaped it.(holding up the tape)
Kevin: Well, let's watch it.(putting it in the VCR)
Rome: So what's the girl name?(sittin back to get comfortable and drinking a soda)
Derrick: Felicia.(smilin)
Marq: Felicia!
Rome: Felicia!
Kelt: Felicia!(they said in unison)
Kevin: Something wrong?(weird look on his face)
Marq: Are you talking about Felicia Matthews as in Jarell's, Felicia?(sittin up)
Derrick: Yeah! I had to see what Jarell had and let me tell you she was the bomb. All nice, hot, and easy to get wet.
So Kevin played the tape and Marques, Rome and Kelt was in a state of shock from what they were seeing. Their homeboy's girl being raped by a punk.
MARQUES P.O.V.
I can't believe this nigga! How could he do this? Who does he think he is? Look at him that punk.(mean muggin him)
ROME'S P.O.V.
Mutha Nigga(don't take my word please)boy I oughta rough him up right now but I'm gonna keep my cool. We gotta get this tape.
KELTON'S P.O.V.
Look at him all proud of himself. I feel so sorry for Felicia in what she went through. Boy Jarell's gonna eat him alive messing with his girl like that. We gotta get this tape and show it to Rell.
So after the tape finished Kevin and Derrick gave dap to each other in congratulating him on a job well done. While Marq,Rome,and Kelton sat there looking. They try to come up with a way to get the tape. But luckily Kevin left out to walk Derrick out and he lefted the tape.
Kelt: Come on let's get it and go.(standing up)
Marq: Aight. Keep watch for me.(he walked over to the VCR and ejecting the tape)I've got it.
So they walked downstairs and told Kevin that they had to leave.
Rome: Ah, Kevin man we'll holla at you later.
Kelt: Yeah, we got some business to take care of...you know.
Kevin: Aight. Oh and don't tell anyone about the tape.
Marq: Trust us we won't.(evil smile)
They walked out the door and got in the car....
Marq: Let's head to Jarell's and show him this tape.
Kelt/Rome: I'm with that.(they drove off to Jarell's house)
Rell had called everyone and told them to meet him at his house and when they all arrived, Rell didn't hesitate with the questions.
Rell: Look, I know something is up and Tai I think you know what's up with Felicia.(turning to Tai)
FeFe: Rell don't bring her into this or anyone of them.
Rell:(turning to face her)Then tell me what's going on?(he yelled)
FeFe: I told you nothing.(cryin)
Rell: Fine!(he push pass her)
He ran up to his room and slammed the door. It began to rain heavily outside with sharp lightning and strong booming thunder....
Tai: Felicia I think you need to tell him.(walkin to her)
De: I'm confused!
Dru: What's up with you Felicia? I mean you have been acting strange lately.(starin at her)
Tai: Go Ahead Felicia. Now is the time.
FeFe:(she looked up the stairs)Okay...I will.
She walked upstairs to Rell's room...she opened the door and walked in...she closed it and watched Rell sitting on his bed looking at her walking towards him. She stopped mid-way in front of him and began to talk....
FeFe: If you want to know..I will tell you now.(she walked towards his dresser and stood in front of it)
Rell: Good so I can know what's up.
FeFe: Rell....Derrick...um..Derrick raped me.(cryin)
Rell: What?(lookin at her weird)
FeFe: Derrick....he raped me.
Felicia told Jarell everything from when he was listening to their conversation to her leaving. She told him about the video taping and everything....
The next day when Felicia got to school she searched for Jarell. She didn't see him any where not even her crew was around. So the day went by but it was hectic for Felicia because she waited patiently aching to talk to Jarell. When school was out she walked out the building. She saw Jarell and the crew standing by a tree by the building....
FeFe:(walkin up)Rell I was looking for you all day. Where were you?
Rell: Busy!(ignorin her)
FeFe: Hey Guys!(lookin at them)
Crew:(with no emotion)Hey!
FeFe: So what everyone is mad at me?
Meika: Felicia what you did was wrong.
Dru: Yeah, how could you stand your own man up for some other dude?
FeFe: It wasn't even like that.(defending herself)
Omari: Then how was it? You left him hanging on Valentine's Day.
FeFe: I told him what happened?(lookin at Rell)Why won't you believe me?(teary eyed)
Rell: I gotta go.(walking away)
FeFe: Don't walk away from me again Rell.(grabbing him)I promise I will make it up to you.
Rell: Why make promises you can't keep?
~FeFe just stared at him and he along with the crew walked away leaving her standing by herself..
FeFe's P.O.V.
Why God? Why is this happening? I'm losing Rell and my friends. Why things can't work out for me?
Felicia stood there just looking but Tai came back...
FeFe: What, you came to put your opinion in?
Tai:(hugged her)I believe you Felicia and I will talk to Rell. Becareful Felicia.(she whispered)
FeFe:(all she did was just cried)Thank You! Thank You so much.
So Tai left. The whole time when Felicia was talking with Jarell and the crew Derrick was standing behind a bush hiding and listening the whole time.
Derrick's P.O.V.
Good I got her right where I want her.(laughin)My plan is working out perfectly. I'm gonna hit that in no time but I will have to take it.(walked away)
So Felicia dried her eyes and headed back to the building. She just realized that today was the last day she was to tutor Derrick. So she hurried quickly to the class to get it over with thinking that everything would be okay with her and Jarell once this is over with.
FeFe: Let's get started.(pulling out the paperwork)
Derrick: FeFe can....(cuttin him off)
FeFe: My name is Felicia.(snapping at him)
Derrick: Felicia I'm sorry for any trouble that I've caused and I'm gonna be honest with you. I really like you.
FeFe: I like you too but as a friend. Nothing more and nothing less.(lookin at the paper)
Derrick: You don't understand I want to be with you.(starin at her)
FeFe:(holdin her head up)Excuse you but are you forgetting that I'm already involved with someone and his name is JARELL DAMONTE HOUSTON!(she shouted)
Derrick: He doesn't love you or can make you feel what I can make you feel.(touchin her hands)
FeFe: He does love me with his whole heart.(snatchin her hands away)
Derrick: If he loved you then why did he left you standing there alone and not believing you?
FeFe: You..You were eavesdropping on our conversation?
Derrick: That's not the point, okay you deserve so much better and I can give it to you.(getting up and walking to her side)
FeFe:(standing up quickly)You are crazy!(backing away)
Derrick: Crazy for you. You want me admit it.(smilin)
FeFe: I don't want you and you can never have me.(she backed into a wall with no where to go)
Derrick: See that's where you're wrong. Whatever I want I always get.(kissing her forcely)
Felicia pushed him off her and tried to run but he grabbed her and threw her against the wall again....
FeFe: Get the heck off of me!(squirming)
Derrick: I'm afraid I can't do that.(touchin her face)
FeFe: SOMEBODY HELP ME!(she yelled)
Derrick: Can't nobody help you because you see noone knows we're here. I told them we cancelled tutoring today.(evily smilin)
FeFe: SON OF A BITCH!(she slapped him)
Derrick slapped her back and Felicia tried once again to get away but this time he pulled out a gun and held it to her head...
Derrick: Move and I will kill you.(he breathed in her ear)
WITH JARELL AND TAI
Tai went over to Jarell's house after she told FeFe she would talk to him.
Tai: Rell you know Felicia better than any of us.(sittin at his desk)
Rell: I do but it seems like I don't know her anymore.(holdin his head down sittin on his bed)
Tai: Rell you know the type of person she is. If anyone has any good in them she's gonna try her best to help them out.
Rell: I just can't stand the fact that she's there with him.(walking to his window lookin out it)
Tai: She's just tutoring him that's all and nothing else.
Rell: No, I got this feeling that something is gonna happen.(looking back at her)
Tai: You know that Felicia can take care of herself and if she's in trouble she will call you.(rubbing his back)
Rell: What if she can't?(he looked at tai with a worried look)
By this time Derrick is still holding the gun on Felicia. He made her strip down to nothing.
WHERE WE LEFT OFF:
By this time Derrick is still holding the gun on Felicia. He made her strip down to nothing.
Derrick: Take off your clothes.(he demanded)
FeFe: What?(scared)
Derrick: You heard me, take off all your clothes.
FeFe: No, please don't do this.(pleading)
Derrick: Do it now!(he shouted)
So Felicia took off her shirt, her pants, bra and she hesitated in taking her panties off. She had her arm covering her breasts.
Derrick: Take off the panties.(he yelled)
So she took them off and stood there naked. Cryin and wishing someone would help her. After she was naked she saw Derrick got on the phone to call someone....
Derrick talking on the phone............
Derrick: Yeah...come to room 32...bring the camera...see you.(he hung up)
FeFe: What are you gonna do?(shaking)
Derrick:(walkin to her)I'm gonna have me some fun.(he grin)
Later it was a knock on the door and Derrick went to answer it. In walked two other guys and one had a video camera.
Guy1: What's up man?(doing the hand shake)
Derrick: Nothing just about to have some fun!
Guy2: This her?(licking his lips)
Guy1: She's a dymepiece.(rubbing his hands together)
FeFe: Please let me go.(cryin)
Derrick: Not until we get what we want.(he went to lock the door and walked back to where Guy1 was at)
So Derrick and Guy1 began undressing themselves as Guy2 set up the video camera...
OVER WITH JARELL
Tai had already left Rell's house...he was up in his room laying on his bed thinking....with all the thinking he did he began to fall asleep and begin to have a dream.
RELL'S DREAM
Rell and Felicia had an argument about him thinking she slept with Derrick. She tried to explain to him that she didn't cheat on him but he didn't believe her. She fussed and cried about him not trusting in her and denying the love she has for him. So she left and decided to drive anywhere to ease away the hurt. By now it's storming outside and the road was very slippery..as she was driving all of a sudden a truck hit Felicia's car and knocked her into the field where she hit a tree and she flew out the front window onto the ground....when her body hit the ground....
Derrick came towards Felicia and started rubbing her thighs..he kissed her and she tried to turn her head away but he kissed her anyway...she kept telling him to stop...
FeFe: Derrick please stop.
Derrick: Why, don't you like this?(kissing her neck)
FeFe: No, you don't wanna do this.(tryin to push him off)
Derrick: But I want to and I am.(lookin at her)
So he pushed Felicia on the floor and sucked on her breast...He put on a condom and forced his way into her...When he entered her she cried JARELL
Jarell jumped out of his sleep...he cried
Rell: Felicia!(he woke up in a sweat)
He looked at the time and it was only 5:30....so he thought Felicia would be home by now so he called her house but her mom said she hadn't catch home yet...He called her cell but only got the voice mail..So he said...
Rell: She's probably still tutoring that punk and loving it. (he hung up the phone and dropped back down on his bed)
Felicia cried and cried as Derrick got out of her. When she thought it was over Guy1 came over and began to do his business. She cried and called for the only person she wanted to help her...
FeFe: JARELL HELP ME! PLEASE HELP ME!(she cried)
She looked to her left to see that Guy3 was videotaping every action that took place. So when Guy1 finished...Derrick spoked to Guy3.
Derrick: I know you want a piece too.(smilin)
Guy3: You know I do.
So he got undressed and went over to Felicia as she cried for him to don't do this. He told her to shut up and he jived his dick into her and she screamed. Oh, how she wish this wasn't happening. What did she do wrong do deserve this she asked herself. After Guy3 finished, he got up and got dressed. He grabbed the video camera and him and Guy1 left out laughin. Derrick stayed and went to Felicia where she layed crying and not moving looking helpless.
Derrick: Now I see why Jarell won't leave you. You got that good stuff. Tell him I said, "Thank You" for giving us easy access to you.(kissed her cheek)
He left out and Felicia forced herself and sat up as a sharp pain hit her stomach. She held it and grabbed her clothes. She found enough energy to stand up and put them on. Once she was fully dressed she limped to ehr car, got in and drove home.
She made it home but sneaked in through the back door to avoid her mom. She made it to her room and walked in the bathroom. She locked the door and dropped to the floor and cried hysterically! She rubbed her area because so much pain was vibrating from it.
When she rubbed it she saw blood coming from her. So she took off her clothes and got in the shower and began to think. Not thinking about her feelings but someone elses.
FeFe's P.O.V.
How is Rell gonna take this? I just know that he's gonna leave me now. Why did this have to happen to me? Is this is a punishment for me loving and helping others? What will my friends think of me?(she cried)I am not a hoe. I belong to Rell and only him. Rell where were you when I needed you?
With that said she just cried and cried hoping that everything was all a dream and that she would wake up from it.
DANG, HOW SAD!!*CRIES*
CHAPTER 17-WHY'D YOU LEAVE ME?
It's February 20th four days after the incident that happened to Felicia. Felicia hasn't been to school since then and her friends were worried. They've called her house but her mom would say she wasn't home. Even Jarell has called but she told him the same thing but lil did they know Felicia wasn't home. It was something she told her mom to keep a secret!
[At school the day was almost ending. It was Friday and Meika, Tai and Neesha were in class talking....
Meika: After school is out let's head over to Felicia's house.(whispering as the teacher talks)
Neesha: Yeah, because something just isn't right. I mean she hasn't been to school in 4 days and that's not like her.
Tai: I know but what could of happened?(worried)
Neesha: And the strangest thing is you don't see that cat Derrick around anymore.
Meika: You're right! That's strange.
So the bell rang and they headed out the door, they told the guys that they had business to take care of and they drove off to Felicia's house. They got there and luckily her mom was home. So now they would find out what's up with Felicia. They knocked on the door and Felicia's mother answered....
F/M:(opening the door)Hi, girls!(smilin)
Tai: Hi, Mrs. Matthews. Is FeFe home?
F/M: No she isn't.
Meika: We know something is wrong because she hasn't been to school in 4 days.
Neesha: Yeah and we are worried about her.
Tai: So please tell us where she is?
Felicia's mother let them in and walked into the kitchen followed by the girls. She sat down and they did also. So Felicia's mom began to talk and tell them what happened.
F/M: Well, it was February 17 and I was in the kitchen washing dishes and Felicia came in and sat down...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
F/M:(turning around)Oh, hey Felicia. I didn't hear you come in last night. I'm just washing up these few dishes.
FeFe: Mom could...could you please send me to aunt Rochelle's in Virginia?
F/M:(still washing dishes)Of course you could go over the summer. That's no problem.
FeFe: No, I'm talking about now..right away.(lookin at her)
F/M:(she has her moms attention now)Baby you know you have to finish school...besides this is your last year.
FeFe: No, mom I need to go now!(cryin)
F/M: Why Felicia what's wrong? Why are you cryin?(sittin down with her)
FeFe: I've gotta get away from here. I can't go back to tha school.
F/M: What happened?(concerned)
FeFe: Nothing that I want to talk about. Please mom send me.
F/M: I don't....(cuttin her off)
FeFe:(hitting the table)If you don't send me then I'll leave myself.(gettin up)
F/M: Okay, Alright!(pullin her arm)Calm down. I'll send you. If that's what you want then I'll send you.(standing up with her)
FeFe:(huggin her)Thank you!(walking away)
F/M: Felicia can I ask you one question?
FeFe: Go Ahead!(turning around)
F/M: Was there anything that I did to make you wanna leave all of a sudden?(teary eyed)
FeFe:(ran back to her mom huggin her again tight)No, mom it's not you. I love you and that will never change..don't forget that.
F/M: Then what is it? You can tell me.....that's why I'm here.
FeFe: No mom it's not that simple. I..I gotta go pack.
She was about to leave out the kitchen when her mom questioned her again.....
F/M: What should I tell your friends and Jarell? What about him?
FeFe:(she turned to face her mom)Mom, please I beg of you don't tell anyone I left not even Jarell. I can't hurt him anymore than I've already have.(she went upstairs to pack)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>END OF FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<
F/M: And that was it and she left that night.
Meika: Why would she leave and not tell us?
F/M: I keep asking myself that same question.
Tai: Well, thank you Mrs. Matthews. We understand that this was painful for you but we thank you for telling us.(gettin up)
F/M: You're welcome and I'm sorry that I can't give you the number to where she is.(standing up also and walking them to the door)
Girls: It's alright.(open the door)Take care and we're sure that Felicia will come back.(walkin out)
So they left Felicia's house happy to know that she is okay but not really okay...they still didn't no the cause to her leaving... as they rode home they were debating on whether or not to tell Jarell. So they decided not tonight and they went home.
IN VIRGINIA WITH FELICIA
Felicia sat on her bed in the guestroom staring at a picture of her, Tai, Meika, Neesha, Omari, Dru, De and Jarell.
FeFe: Gosh, I miss yall so much. I wish things didn't have to be this way. Why did this have to happen and to me at that? I wish I could talk to someone about my problem but who will listen and believe me. My friends are all upset with me and Jarell and....wait maybe I could call Tai. Maybe she might believe me.
So she picked up her phone and dialed Tai's number. Tai was at home alone laying on her bed still trying to figure out why Felicia left when her phone startred to rigng. Tai picks it up.
Tai: Hello.
FeFe:(low and soft)Hi,Tai!
Tai:(sittin up quick)Felicia is this you? Is this really you?
FeFe: Yes. How are you and everything?
Tai: Fine but I have to ask you that question.
FeFe: I'm fine actually.(playin it off)
Tai: Are you sure?(not believin her)
FeFe: Yes.....No.(begin to cry)
Tai: Felicia what's wrong? Why did you up and leave?
FeFe: It's too complicated and if I told you, you might not believe me.
Tai: I'm always here for you Felicia no matter what the situation is. You're always helping others out so why don't you let someone help you out for a change? Let me help you out.
FeFe: Okay.
Felicia told Tai everything that happened about her being raped and videotaped by Derrick.
FeFe: That's why I left. I can't face Jarell and everyone after what happened.
Tai: That creep!(upset)
FeFe: You do believe me don't you? I didn't meant for this to happened.(cryin)Eventhough I'm not a hoe that's how he has made me felt.
Tai: Felicia I believe you because I know. I know you're not a hoe and you don't have to worry because I've got your back til the end.
FeFe: Thank you so much! You just don't know how that makes me feel to hear you say that. I'm so glad I can talk to you.
Tai: That's what best friends are for but on the real FeFe you need to call Rell.(getting serious)
FeFe: No, I can't.(cryin more)
Tai: Felicia he has been worryin about you like crazy. He's been calling you, going to your house just to be avoided by your mom. You know he thinks you're avoiding him also.
FeFe: No, I'm not. I...I just can't Tai. I've hurt him enough.
Tai: It wasn't your fault babygirl! Look I'm not gonna pressure you but you do need to call him. He misses you and he still loves and I know you do the same with him. How would you feel if he up and left you without an explanation?
FeFe: I'll think about it! Look I have to go. I'll talk to you later.
Tai: You do that and Felicia you need to come home. Bye ma!
FeFe: Bye!(they hung up)
After Felicia hung up with Tai she looked at her phone and dialed a number. The person picked up on the second ring.
M/V: Hello.
FeFe:.........(silence)
M/V: Hello. Who is this?(aggravated)
FeFe:.........(silence)
M/V: Look, I don't appreciate whoever this is playin on my phone but....(click)
Felicia hung up.
Rell: I don't like people playin on my phone and then have the nerve to hang up in my face.(he slammed his phone down on the receiver and went back to sleep)
Yes, Felicia called Jarell just to hear his voice.
It was a Sunday afternoon and everyone was chillin at Neesha's house until they all looked at Rell and saw that he was in a dazed!!
Omari: Yo, Rell, you aight man?
Rell: Huh...What?(snapping out of it)
De: Are you okay?(sittin beside him)
Rell: How could I be okay when I haven't heard nor seen Felicia in 5 days now.(putting his head in his hands)
Tai was feeling sorry for Rell and knew how he felt...she decided she had to tell him because it would be good for the both of them.
Tai:(shoutin out)Rell, I know where Felicia is.
(Everyone stared at her when she said that)
Rell: You do? Where?(standing up)
Neesha: What are you doing?
Meika: Yeah, you heard what her mother said.
Dru: What's going on with yall?
Tai: Look he deserves to know...besides it would be good for the both of them.(walking to Jarell)
Rell: Where is she Tai.(she yelled)
Tai: Felicia left Rell.(lookin at him)
Rell: Left where?
Tai: She left California and went to...to..to.
Rell:(shoutin)Tai come on with the games.
Tai: She went to Virginia.
Rell: What? Why? When?
Meika: She left that Tuesday night and didn't want anyone to know.
Rell: Why'd she leave me?(teary eyed lookin at Tai)
Tai: I can't tell you that?(lookin away)
Rell: You can't or you won't?
Tai:...(silence)
Rell: Okay, fine!
Rell left and headed over to Felicia's house..he was determined to get some answers...he got there and ranged the doorbell....
F/M: Hey, Jarell. What a suprise!(opening the door)
Rell: Why Felicia left me?
F/M: Come on in.(letting him in and going into the living room)Have a seat.
Rell:(sittin down)I know she's in Virginia but why?
F/M: She didn't tell me why she left.
Rell: Please don't lie to me. Everybody's keeping everything a secret from me and I want to know what's going on?
F/M: You know I wouldn't lie to you but honestly she didn't tell me why she left.
Rell: Can I please have the number to where she is?
F/M: I don't know. She told me that....(cuttin her off)
Rell: Please I'm beggin you. I need to talk to her.(pleading with her)
F/M: Alright!(she wrote the number down)Here you go.
Rell:(takin it)Thank you so much.
Rell was about to leave when Felicia's mom said something...
F/M: Jarell.(she called)
Rell: Ma'am.(lookin at her)
F/M: Please convince her to come back home.(cried)
Rell: Don't worry..I will and that's fo sho!
He left and went home...he quickly rushed to his room and grabbed his phone...he dialed the number that was given to him and he let it rang until someone picked it up....
P/V: Hello.
Rell: Yes, may I speak to Felicia.
P/V: Hold on.(yellin)Felicia the phone.(Felicia grabbed the phone in her room)
FeFe: I got it aunt Rochelle.(so her aunt hung up the other line)This is Felicia speaking.
Rell: Baby!
FeFe: Rell is this you? Oh Rell.
Rell: Why'd you leave me baby? Why?
FeFe:(cryin)I can't explain why. I just had to get away.
Rell: Why would you have to get away..and all the way to Virginia? You left me.
FeFe: I didn't want to it's just...(he cuts her off)
Rell: Did I do something? I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you and that Derrick character.
FeFe: Don't mention his name please.(coverin her ears)
Rell: Why'd you leave me? I want you home with me where you belong and let me take care of you. You promised me you wouldn't leave me.
FeFe:(thinking: I can't broke my promise to him)Okay Rell. I'll come back to you. I'll come home.
Rell: When will you leave out? I want you back quick and a hurry.
FeFe: I will leave out this Saturday. I want to spend more time with my aunt and cousins. Is that alright with you?
Rell: That's fine as long as you're coming back to me. Now when I come over Sunday I want to see you there.
FeFe: I'll be there and this time I promise you that. No more will I ever break a promise to you again.
Rell: Bye, beautiful!
FeFe: Bye, Sexy!
Rell: I Love You.
FeFe: I Love You Too!(they hung up)
CHAPTER 18-COMING HOME
Jarell was happy that his one n only love was coming back home and so was Felicia. She missed being away from him anyway. Just to hear him say he needed her was all the convincing she needed. Jarell informed her mother and the crew and they were thrilled. So now it's February 28 and Felicia is at the airport about to leave Virginia.
FeFe: Well, auntie thank you for allowing me to come to your home.(huggin her)
A/R: It was my pleasure. Just know that you are always welcome.(huggin her back)
FeFe: I know and I appreciate everything.(her flight number is called)Well that's my flight. I'll talk to you later.
A/R: Alrigth Sweetie. Bye!(waving)
FeFe:(waving)Bye!
Felicia got on the plane...she found a seat and sat by the window. The plane took off and Felicia stayed calmed and a little scared to be heading back to California not knowing what the outcome might be.
AT HOME WITH JARELL
Rell: Man, I can't wait to see her tomorrow.(playing cards)
Dru: We all can't wait. We were really tough on her. Your turn man.
De:(throwin his card down)Yeah and we were wrong.
Omari: I'm just glad she's coming back to us. Things just wasn't the same without her.(smilin)
Rell: I feel ya but I just want to hold her and never let her go.
Felicia arrived in California late Sunday morning on the 29th at 2 a.m. Her mother came to pick her up and she was so happy to see her. Once they got in the car they talked about all sorts of stuff. They finally arrived home and Felicia went upstairs to her room.
FeFe: Man it's good to be in my own room again.(dropping her things)
F/M: I know you would say that. It's been lonely without you here.(putting away some of her things)
FeFe: Mom, I'm sorry that I wanted to take off like that but I had a lot of things on my mind and I needed to get away.
F/M: I understand and you're home now, so that's all that matters.(kissin her forehead)Goodnight!
She hugged her daughter and left out her room. After Felicia put away all her things she went and took a bath and went to bed.
It's 1 p.m. in the afternoon and Felicia just woke up. She went and did her business in the bathroom and took a shower. After that she got dressed and went downstairs to her mom looking at T.V.
FeFe: Good afternoon mom!(sittin down)
F/M:(looked over at her)Hey! Sleepyhead you're finally up.
FeFe: Yeah, I was tired I guest.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door...so Felicia got up and peeked through the peep hole to see who it was.
FeFe:(running back to her mom)Mom.(she called)It's Jarell. Come answer the door.(she whispered)
F/M: Why don't you answer it? Aren't you expecting him?(smilin)
FeFe: Yeah but I want to play a trick on him so I'm gonna go out the back door.(laughin and running away)
F/M: Okay.
So once Felicia was out of sight her mother finally answered the door.
F/M: Good afternoon Rell! How may I help you?
Rell: I came to see Felicia.(with a big smile on his face)
F/M: Felicia. You came to see her?(tryin to hold her laughter)
Rell: Yes, she's supposed to be home already. She said she would be here today.
By this time Felicia is standing behind Rell laughin on the inside and just smilin.
F/M: I'm sorry Rell but Felicia isn't here at the house.(puttin on a sad face)
Rell:(smile fades)You mean she didn't come back? But she told me that she would and she didn't?(lookin sad)
F/M: I mean she isn't in the house.(laughin)
Rell:(confused)What's so funny? Am I missing something?
F/M: Baby turn around?(she pointed)Good Bye!(she walked away)
Rell:(lookin at her and then turning around)Oh my God you're home.
FeFe: Hey, Rellie.(jumping on him huggin him)
Rell: Gosh, I've missed you so much.(huggin her)I am so glad you're back.(he puts her down)
FeFe: Me too. So how's the crew?(smilin and not letting him go)
Rell: Let's go find out.(grabbing her hand)
She told her mom that she was leaving with Rell and they left. Jarell told everyone to meet at Meika's house and they did. Jarell and Felicia were the last to make it there. They pulled up and he shut off the engine.
Rell: Ready!(lookin at her)
FeFe: Yeah.
(So they got out the car and walked inside the house..everyone was chillin and talking)
Rell: What's up fools?(scaring them)
Meika: Rell what's up with you tellin everyone to meet at my house? You got some nerve.(throwin a pillow at him)
FeFe:(walkin from behind Rell)Oh, so what yall don't wanna see me.
When they saw Felicia they screamed and shouted and ran to her and hugged her.
De: Girl it's good to have you home.(huggin her)
FeFe: It's good to be home.
Omari: Why'd you leave babygirl?(huggin her)
FeFe: Had to clear my mind.
Neesha: You could have cleared it with us.
Meika: I know just leaving us like that.
Tai: Don't do it no more!(hitting her arm and huggin her)
Rell: Oh, trust me she won't because I'm not letting her out my sight.(holdin her)
So they spent time with Felicia talking and laughin and letting her know what she missed. Then Jarell took her home and told her he would see her tomorrow at school. When he said that all her fears came crashing through her because she knew she had to face Derrick again and that was something she didn't want to do.
CHAPTER 19-TEARS
It was March 1st the day Felicia started back to school. Jarell picked her up and they headed to school. They got there and went inside the building. Jarell walked Felicia to her first class and told her he would see her at lunch. Felicia prayed that she would not see Derrick nor run into him. So she went through her 1st, 2nd, and 3rd periods well but now it was lunch time. Felicia was chillin with her crew laughin and talking until her worst enemy walked through the door and she frozed...
Neesha: FeFe, what's wrong?
Rell: Baby what's wrong...you look like you've seen a ghost or something.(laughin a lil)
FeFe:(said nothing but stared)
Tai: Felicia what is it?(touchin her shoulder)
FeFe:(she jumped and begin to let tears fall down her face)
Rell: Felicia what's wrong baby? Say something.
FeFe:(finally spoke)It's....It's nothing.
Omari: It gotta be something ma because you are cryin.
FeFe: I said nothing alright.(she snapped) I'm sorry Omari I didn't mean to snap at you or none of yall. I...I gotta go.
(She got up and ran out the cafeteria...everyone just looked on in confusion not knowing what was going on but Tai saw who she was looking at and got up and ran after her...Felicia ran to the football field and fell to the ground.
Outside on the field......
FeFe:(cryin with her head down)
Tai: Felicia I know why you're cryin.(sittin beside her)
FeFe: I just can't face him. I am so scared of him. When I saw him it made me feel dirty.
Tai: You have to tell Rell. You can't go on like this.(rubbing her back)
FeFe: I can't Tai and promise me you won't tell him.
Tai: But...(cut her off)
FeFe: Promise Me!(she yelled)
Tai: Okay..I promise..just remember Felicia Rell loves you and he is there for you. We're all there for you.
FeFe: I know and I thank yall.(stop cryin wiping her face)
After Tai talked to Felicia they went back to the cafeteria. The day went by okay after what took place in the cafeteria but could it get any worse? Yes, until the end of the day.....
Rell: Felicia I gotta go to Rm 32 to get my books.
(When he said that Felicia stood still.....
FeFe: Ro...Roo..Room 32?
Rell: Yeah..what's wrong? Come on.(pulling her)
FeFe: I'll wait for you. Go ahead.(hesitant)
Rell: No, I want you to come with me. It won't take that long.
So Rell pulled her to the classroom and inside. Once she stepped foot in the room. All memories flashed back in her mind of what happened in that room. She began to cry and ran out the room until she was out the building into Jarell's car. Jarell came out and got in.
Rell:(shutting the car door)What was that Felicia? I mean what is going on?
FeFe: Nothing.(controlling her cryin)
Rell: What's up with you huh? Today in lunch when you saw Derrick you frozed up.
FeFe:(her head shot up when he said that)
Rell: Yeah, I saw when you noticed it was him..how your reaction was...and now when we entered into the room. You freaked out.
FeFe: Let's just go Jarell.(sittin back)
Rell: No, what's wrong?(turnin her face towards his)I mean did something happened between the two of you that I don't know about? Did that punk hurt you or even touch you?(gettin heated)
FeFe: No, Rell!(shouted)It's just me and my over-reaction. Can we please just go?(lookin out the window)
Jarell stared at her a long time...then cranked up and left the school.
FEFE'S P.O.V.
Oh..how I want to tell him so bad but the thought of losing him because of what happen is a big risk. I mean how would he take it to know that his girlfriend has been raped by three guys? He would call me a hoe and slut for all I know.(lookin at him drivin)No, I can't tell him just look at him...I know that he cares for me but I can't tell him...never!!
CHAPTER 20-CONFESSED
The days have went by and it was so much pain for Felicia. Jarell has been suspecting something but never questioned her again about her and Derrick and what ever happened between the both of them.
Eversince then she has been seeing Derrick constantly and has been having bad nightmares of it. So on March 12 2004 was Felicia's birthday. It was 5:00 p.m. and Felicia was asleep in her room while Jarell worked on her computer coming up with something special to do for her birthday that night. Out of nowhere Felicia began to have another nightmare of her being raped and Jarell started listening......
FeFe: Please don't do this....Stop...Jarell...Stop...You don't want to do this...Stop, Stop, Stop!(Felicia jumped up and saw Jarell lookin at her)What?(nervous)
Rell: You tell me Felicia. Who is hurting you or who has hurt you?(lookin at her)
FeFe: No one Rell. Please I don't want to get into this again.(getting off the bed)
Rell: Get into what when you won't let me in. I know something has happened and I want to know what it is.(mad)
FeFe: Baby please today is my birthday and I don't want to discuss this anymore.
Rell: No, come on!(getting his keys)
FeFe: Where are we going?(confused)
Rell: Just come on.(they left)
WITH MARQUES, ROME AND KELTON
They were chillin at some guys house that they met a while back. They were talking when all of a sudden the unthinkable walked through the door, Derrick! The guy Marques and those met name was Kevin.
Kevin: What's up man?(hand shake)
Derrick: What's up? What's poppin yall?
Marq: Nothing.
Rome: Just chillin you know.
Kevin: What brings you by here? I thought you would be out getting you some.(laughin)
Derrick: Well, the one I wanted it from again, is avoiding me. She is staying clear of me.(sittin down)
Kelt: Why?(jumpin in)
Derrick: Because she wasn't giving it up..so I took it.
Marq: You raped her?(lookin at him)
Derrick:(evil smile)Yep and I had two of my friends to hit it as well and I videotaped it.(holding up the tape)
Kevin: Well, let's watch it.(putting it in the VCR)
Rome: So what's the girl name?(sittin back to get comfortable and drinking a soda)
Derrick: Felicia.(smilin)
Marq: Felicia!
Rome: Felicia!
Kelt: Felicia!(they said in unison)
Kevin: Something wrong?(weird look on his face)
Marq: Are you talking about Felicia Matthews as in Jarell's, Felicia?(sittin up)
Derrick: Yeah! I had to see what Jarell had and let me tell you she was the bomb. All nice, hot, and easy to get wet.
So Kevin played the tape and Marques, Rome and Kelt was in a state of shock from what they were seeing. Their homeboy's girl being raped by a punk.
MARQUES P.O.V.
I can't believe this nigga! How could he do this? Who does he think he is? Look at him that punk.(mean muggin him)
ROME'S P.O.V.
Mutha Nigga(don't take my word please)boy I oughta rough him up right now but I'm gonna keep my cool. We gotta get this tape.
KELTON'S P.O.V.
Look at him all proud of himself. I feel so sorry for Felicia in what she went through. Boy Jarell's gonna eat him alive messing with his girl like that. We gotta get this tape and show it to Rell.
So after the tape finished Kevin and Derrick gave dap to each other in congratulating him on a job well done. While Marq,Rome,and Kelton sat there looking. They try to come up with a way to get the tape. But luckily Kevin left out to walk Derrick out and he lefted the tape.
Kelt: Come on let's get it and go.(standing up)
Marq: Aight. Keep watch for me.(he walked over to the VCR and ejecting the tape)I've got it.
So they walked downstairs and told Kevin that they had to leave.
Rome: Ah, Kevin man we'll holla at you later.
Kelt: Yeah, we got some business to take care of...you know.
Kevin: Aight. Oh and don't tell anyone about the tape.
Marq: Trust us we won't.(evil smile)
They walked out the door and got in the car....
Marq: Let's head to Jarell's and show him this tape.
Kelt/Rome: I'm with that.(they drove off to Jarell's house)
Rell had called everyone and told them to meet him at his house and when they all arrived, Rell didn't hesitate with the questions.
Rell: Look, I know something is up and Tai I think you know what's up with Felicia.(turning to Tai)
FeFe: Rell don't bring her into this or anyone of them.
Rell:(turning to face her)Then tell me what's going on?(he yelled)
FeFe: I told you nothing.(cryin)
Rell: Fine!(he push pass her)
He ran up to his room and slammed the door. It began to rain heavily outside with sharp lightning and strong booming thunder....
Tai: Felicia I think you need to tell him.(walkin to her)
De: I'm confused!
Dru: What's up with you Felicia? I mean you have been acting strange lately.(starin at her)
Tai: Go Ahead Felicia. Now is the time.
FeFe:(she looked up the stairs)Okay...I will.
She walked upstairs to Rell's room...she opened the door and walked in...she closed it and watched Rell sitting on his bed looking at her walking towards him. She stopped mid-way in front of him and began to talk....
FeFe: If you want to know..I will tell you now.(she walked towards his dresser and stood in front of it)
Rell: Good so I can know what's up.
FeFe: Rell....Derrick...um..Derrick raped me.(cryin)
Rell: What?(lookin at her weird)
FeFe: Derrick....he raped me.
Felicia told Jarell everything from when he was listening to their conversation to her leaving. She told him about the video taping and everything....